I had listened in on the stream with Adam (thank you
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At the start, it was seemed very forced and fake, and you could tell by the breathing, over pausing (you try pausing that long even when you try to think what to say!:P) and lack of general telltale signs like "umming" and drawn syllables prior to speaking (when improvising or non rehearsed you will generally say um's ah's etc just as a personal habit etc)
I did find it annoying he went round in circles a lot.
It is fair to be very cheesed off at what people were doing irl to him, but i dont know truly, if he is actually sorry he said it (debateable) or more sorry that he got called out on it and has to try and "save face" as it were.
But i dont blame him for getting FBI involved with irl threats (cant comment on it much myself)
who knows what he is truly like if he is able to spout that awful detritus from his typed mouth when pushed...?